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Denisa Dvorakova in Numero #95.

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Jessica Stam, Guinevere Van Seenus, Lily Donaldson, and Hilary Rhoda in V#54, The Women.

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Diana Moldovan in Ten Winter 2006.

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Diana Moldovan in Spur November 2007.

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I had the worst nightmare ever. I guess it was particularly bad because this time it managed to reach deep inside and get at what really matters most to me. And the fear wasn't the kind of fear you get when being chased by ghosts or aliens- in fact I don't remember fear at all. The only thing I remember is devastation. And the shock- like a truck slamming into you. That was the worst feeling I'd ever experienced in my life, and the only word there is to describe it is black. Just black. Not peaceful black, not even bleak, but black like I was at the bottom of a deep well. Black like I never thought I'd see sunshine again. Dark, inky choking black.

It was so bad that when I gradually realised it was a dream, relief didn't even manage to overpower the feeling of heartbrokenness. And in order to reassure myself I grabbed the phone and called him. I needed to hear his voice.

Sasha Pivovarova in Vogue US August 2008, Forever Cool.

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Karen Elson in Vogue US August 2008, Graceful Elegance.

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Tanya Dziahileva in Vogue US August 2008, Clean Conscience.

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Maryna Linchuk in Vogue US August 2008, Free Spirited.

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I'm not going to take squarerooted's advice and blog everything in one entry. Haha! Sorry to everyone whose friends list I'm spamming.

Anyway next week is a huge cloud of uncertainty. Everything depends on how nice the hall admin is, what hall 14 looks like, Jodee's parents, my parents, how well I can tolerate going to school everyday, schedule for briefings, etc. But I'm glad that through all this I have friends with me.

Daria Werbowy & Elise Crombez
"Cinema Stills" Ph: Steven Meisel
Vogue Italia October 2003

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Lara Stone
“Sunset Boulevard” Ph: Terry Richardson
Vogue Paris May 2008

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Sasha Pivovarova & Gemma Ward
“Romance Gothique” Ph: Craig McDean
Vogue Paris march 2008

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You need to learn how to cherish friendships and to keep promises. You also need to think about what to do in order NOT to lose friends.

Above all, you can kindly go fuck yourself.


Yeah I'm blogging a lot, it's raining outside and I've cancelled my plans for the day, so. I can only stay home and count down to the start of school.

List of CCAs I want to join.

1) Dance joined
2) Acapella (if there's one for amateurs)
3) Archery
4) Hall JCRC
5) Editorial
6) Drama

I need to narrow this down to two or three. Suggestions?

This is not friends protected so my philo pals can read too (:

I will now attempt to try and jot down everything that happened because it's so special i want to remember it 10, or 20 years down the road through his blog. :) i am a sentimental person. HAHA.

Sorry, this is going to be a wall of text because I don't have the pics! When they decide to finally burn all the pics into a DVD cd and send it to us, i will post pics. Those who are not interested or don't care, you can just skip this post. :D

We all need closure sometimes.

Am going to join dance in university. The moment I signed up it felt so- right. I was wondering why I didn't ever join dance in sec school or jc, but realised swiss doesn't really have a good dance club anyway.

And as for SAJC- well, I was going into the dance room, but freaked out when I saw so many shoes outside. Also heard they needed to audition, and I don't have any dance experience except for the two CAPs.

I know I'm going to love university life already.

We know our hall number. It's none of the ones we wanted- still, we're going down on Monday to check out the place.

On a side note, I realised that if you're too careless, you let too many things slip through the holes that alcohol opens up in the canvas of your mind. But you also come to a lot of realizations- like who really cares for you and who's just there for the ride. There are also those who don't keep promises.

Unfortunately last night I've been a disappointment to those who really cared.